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GENOCIDE
By
Sempad Shahnazarian
Chapter
Five (Continued)
It was
the summer of 1908, when, on his way home from the Monastery, Sempad stopped
at Arakelotz Vank, Apostles’ Monastery. He was roaming around
with one of the teachers enjoying the beauty of the mountainside, when
a shepherd ran, excitedly, toward them, crying joyfully:
“The
prisoners are out! The prisoners have been freed! Der Kerope is free now!
I saw them in Moush yesterday morning!”
It was
something unexpected! Something unbelievable! It turned out, however, to
be true after some questioning.
All
the Fedayis were finally out, as one result of the Turkish governmental
change. A new constitution was being written. A new regime had been declared.
Everyone was so glad and excited about it all that without losing any time,
they started running, and covered the two hour distance in no time. When
they got there the freed prisoners were shaking hands with the crowd, joyfully.
When
Sempad saw his father smiling at him from among the crowd, he just ran
into his arms crying with joy.
Soon
they were on their way home. It was about a three hour walk.
How
can one describe the emotionally turbulent moment when his father, after
four years in prison, crossed the threshold and entered their home into
the joyful arms of Sempad’s mother, grandmother and aunt Zumrout, while
his brothers Kegham, Arshavir and Arsen and sister Satenik were waiting
for their burning embraces.
Soon
a multitude of people filled the streets around our house. They had come
to welcome Der Kerope.
Their
village was one of the largest villages of Moush Plain with over six-hundred
houses and three churches.
One
of these churches was called Sourp Saint Dalile, which was a heap
of ruins in the center of a cemetery, at the edge of the village. A huge
tombstone of granite, in the form of some antediluvian monster would attract
visitors’ attention. That rock, according to legend, had been dragged down
the mountain by a man called Nal-Khran, to be used as his gravestone.
It was
such a huge and uncommon gravestone, children would climb on it and mount
it, as if it were a horse.
The
other church was called Sourp Stepanos, close to barns and haystacks, with
a little school building next to it, at the edge of the cemetery. This
church was famous for its Holy Cross that had a miraculous emerald
on it.
The third and largest church was Saint Trinity, which was right in the
center of the village, close to our home. Sempad’s father Der Kerope
was the priest of this church.
How
glorious was the first High Mass performed by him after he was freed from
prison. That day the entire population of the village attended the service.
Standing
at the altar and facing the congregation he delivered a very solemn and
patriotic sermon.
Tears
of joy ran down the faces of everyone who had come to celebrate the unusual
circumstance and to see their valiant and undaunted leader once again.
That
day the children in the choir sang more beautifully, being magnetized by
the heavenly atmosphere.
At the
conclusion, people began moving out, silently crossing their faces and
smiling at Der Kerope’s family, while they were anxiously waiting so they
could walk home with him.
Satenik,
Sempad’s little sister who was seven years old, was holding his hand and
walking proudly with their father, while Arsen, Arshavir and Kegham followed
them silently. Their mother, grandmother and aunt Zumrout were watching
them happily from the front yard of their house, smiling.
Their
house was a huge conical shaped structure of interlaced timbers with an
opening at the topmost part of it, serving as a window.
A ceramic
hearth of five feet in circumference and about the same height was buried
in the center of the hardened earthen floor, right below the window.
This was for cooking and baking.
They
had a stable large enough to take care of six buffaloes, six cows, a couple
of bulls, some calves and a horse.
Next
to the stable was located a little hovel, which was always damp and cool,
serving as an ice-box.
All
these structures were enclosed in a partly thatched court, with a skylight
overhead, with two firm and heavy doors, one facing east and the other
facing northwest.
These
arrangements had been made with the idea of security against thieves.
Every
morning the cattle of the entire village would be on the move to the pasture
lands. They grazed and rested all day long, under the care of cowboys,
and would return to their stables a little before sunset. When they returned
to their stables the milk pails were awaiting them.
At night,
their mother would get busy covering the entire well-swept earthen floor
with mattresses and blankets for the whole family, under the poorly illuminating
clay lamp. The wick had to be minced every now and then to insure a little
brighter light.
Before
going to bed, the entire family, except for father, would line up in genuflection,
to say their prayers before an ancestral Bible that had a golden cover
and was placed on top of a cereal container.
Grandmother
and aunt Zumrout were regular psalmists. They could keep on reciting psalms
one verse after another for a long time. Poor mother, on the other hand,
knew only the first line of some psalms.
Before
anybody had a chance to break in, she would hurriedly recite the only line
she knew and would retire from the kneeling congregation to arrange the
beds.
After
prayers were over, they would crawl under their blankets, while father
was having a meeting with Fedayi friends in one corner of the stable, arranged
for that kind of work.
That
night the prominent men of the village had called on Der Kerope to discuss
the drought. The summer had been very dry that year. Wheat fields were
scorched by the heat and the lack of moisture. Gardens had turned yellow.
Trees had an air of despair. Stream beds dreamed about roaring torrents.
Cattle roamed around in search of mud holes. People hopelessly looked up
in the sky for banks of black clouds.
So they
came to discuss this matter and to see what they should do. It was decided
that a choral procession with the Holy Cross of Sourp Stepanos was considered
necessary.
The
following day, the village took on the festive appearance of a pilgrimage.
Failed by the cruel weather, they finally turned their eyes toward the
supernatural forces, and lay their hope into the hands of the Holy Cross,
which had performed many miracles in that community.
Der
Kerope led the procession by holding the Holy Cross high above his head
and walking around and around the meandering streets and on the pasture
lands. This went on for many hours, when from nowhere, black clouds began
rolling in the clear sky and a torrential rain came down like an enraged
tempest.
In the
shrill cries of joy and bits of psalms, the procession ended and the Holy
Cross was returned to the altar of Sourp Stepanos, where it belonged.
Mustapha
and Ahmed, two fanatic Turks, looked at one another with ominous grins
and walked away from the crowd, cursing.
It
was night!
Two
horsemen dismounted at the outskirts of the village, tied their horses
to a tree by the cemetery and stood there for a moment, looking at the
chapel and the starlit sky.
The
village slept quietly. The silhouettes of haystacks blurred mysteriously
against the barns in the night, as a sea of shadows extended peacefully
far and beyond.
Mustapha,
rolling his big black mustache, threw his chest out and whispered to Ahmed:
“This is going to be an easy task, a very easy one.”
“What
makes you think so?” said Ahmed, with a sound of sarcasm in his voice.
“Just
intuition! Besides, everything is in our favor. It is dark and quiet! The
village is sound asleep, and the door of the chapel is open.”
“Yet,
I am not so sure,” said Ahmed
“You
are just scared, that’s all,” said Mustapha.
Saying
this, he walked with determined steps toward the chapel.
Suddenly
a dog’s barking from far away cut the silence like a knife. He stood still
and craned his neck in the direction of the sound.
There
was an all-embracing silence again. The houses, the barns, the haystacks
stood silently and the mountains, in the distance, shouldered the starlit
sky like shapeless giants.
Standing
on the threshold of the chapel, he contemplated the magic simplicity of
the interior.
An oil
lantern that hung from the ceiling over the altar, sprinkled a pallid light
around and the jeweled Cross stood from behind shiny candlesticks, mute
and sorrowful.
“There
it is!” exclaimed Mustapha ecstatically. “There is that precious stone
which has kept me thinking day in and day out, the last few weeks.” He
had been so captivated by it, that an uncontrollable desire had been born
in him to possess it.
It was
not the first time he was out for a nightly errand. All his life he had
ridden around with his inseparable friend, Ahmed, breaking into stables
and houses, stealing cattle and anything he could lay his hands on, and
enjoying the friendship and intimacy of the night.
From
the open door of the chapel, he kept looking at the dimly glowing altar
and the weird and silent interior.
In that
sullen obscurity, a magic scene suddenly burst out before his eyes.
...Shapeless
shadows began dancing with exquisite dexterity...thoughts glowed like wet
drops of phosphorus in the dark...ideas unfolded themselves as attractive
flowers...sensations vibrated like tiny wings of hummingbirds...and eyes,
like golden crowns of forget-me-nots, floated in the air invitingly, and
blinked like stars...
Mustapha,
heavily shaken by this devilish scene, remained alarmed and motionless
for a while, then regaining himself, thought out loud: “Get going! What’s
bothering you? He started to walk toward the altar. His footsteps rang
strongly on the paved floor, and his heart pounded heavily inside his hairy
chest.
He stopped
before the altar and looked ecstatically at the Cross on which the emerald
stone shone like a greenish flame.
Impulsively,
he grabbed it and held it tightly in his grip.
As he
turned around to go, an inky darkness suddenly enveloped him. He couldn’t
see.
“What
happened to me?” he muttered to himself, puzzled and terrified. “Am I going
blind?”
Millions
of thoughts surged in his mind. Conflicting ideas tortured him. In his
excitement, when he accidentally laid the Cross down in front of the altar,
the darkness vanished and he could see again as before he entered the church.
“I can
see now! I can see!” he exclaimed with joy. It was just my imagination;
nothing but imagination...” he mumbled, trying to convince himself.
He was
now determined not to go away without the Cross.
He uncontrollably
grabbed it again and turned around toward the door, when the pitch-black
darkness engulfed him again. He now felt strange and painful sensations
in his eyes. It seemed as if thousands of needles were pricking his eyeballs.
A voice
suddenly came to him. Was it Ahmed’s voice, or that of his innermost, calling
for him now: “Hurry up! Leave it there and go! I warned you, but you didn’t
listen to me.”
He was
now convinced it wasn’t a trick of his imagination, but simply the power
of the Cross manifested in that fashion.
He immediately
turned around, laid the Holy Cross at the foreground of the altar and hurried
outside with his vision fully restored.
When
he joined Ahmed he felt that he had to attend to some unfinished business.
To express
his gratitude to the Almighty he broke into a barn, stole a beautiful white
lamb and ceremoniously sacrificed it at sunrise on the threshold of the
chapel. In the morning, he confessed to the priest about what he
had tried to do while the village was sleeping, peacefully...
Days
rolled on, joyfully, and the children played in the streets and on the
roofs, happily.
The
new Constitutional regime had brought lots of changes. People were devoting
much time and energy in organizing their school system and their agricultural
methods.
Der
Kerope was thinking about having his children get a higher education.
Sempad’s
older brother, Mesrob, was now living in Armenian communities in the Caucasus,
as a Fedayi. Sempad was the only grown-up boy in the family to be
sent away to a high school, far from Moush.
In the
winter of 1908, his father took him to Ketronagan Varjaran, the greatest
Armenian school, in Constantinople.
At that time,
there had started a flow of Armenian students from Van, Moush, Erzeroum
and other provinces, to Constantinople, and through the help of the Patriarchate
they were admitted to Ketronagan Varjaran, Berberian and other schools,
with some monthly aid given to each one of them.
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