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GENOCIDE
By
Sempad Shahnazarian
Chapter
Seven (Continued)
“Nothing...It’s
just that we are at war now. Bands are playing and thousands of people
are parading on the main street.”
“Yes?
Is that why you went out this morning, without even having a cup of coffee.
You must be starving to death, by now!”
They
locked the door and went up the stairway to the kitchen. There were empty
plates sitting on the table. She placed a piece of cake in each of the
plates, took a seat at the table, cast a dismal look at Sempad and said:
“You look so depressed.” Noticing that she had forgotten to serve
the coffee she got up, took the coffee pot and filled the cups with café-au-lait
and sat down at the table scrutinizing him.
“I know
you’re homesick, and you can’t go home at the present time but some day,
with the help of God, you will.”
“You
know what, Maria? Tomorrow morning Karekin and I are going to report to
the Draft Board. We are sure we will be accepted in the officers training
program and will become officers in a short time.”
“That’s great!” She exclaimed.
“You
know how anxiously they are waiting for me at home?
“What
can we do? How can you help it? You can go home after the war is over.”
“God
knows what may become of me by then!”
“Oh,
don’t be so gloomy! Cheer up and drink your coffee.”
After
he ate the cake and drank his coffee, he followed Maria to her room where
the baby had just awakened. He played with her a little, made her
smile, then laugh and she sat in her crib and began to play with her toy
bunny.
Later
he went to his room sprawled out on his bed, absorbed in thoughts, and
fell asleep.
He got
up early in the morning, washed his face, put on his clothes and brushed
his hair. He took the brown envelope that contained his diploma and was
on his way out, when Maria hurriedly came out of her bedroom. She
said: “Don’t tell me you are going out again without even having a bite
of your cake.” She pulled him into the kitchen, and added, “So you’re going
to go to the Draft Board, now?”
“Yes,
in a few hours I’ll be in the army. You know where the military school
is?”
“Harbiye
Street,” she said.
“That’s
where I am going to be for a few months.”
“Good
luck, Sempad. I hope they will keep you around here longer than that.”
“Thank
you, Maria!” he said, and left.
That
afternoon he was already enrolled and had made new friends. They were told
that in a matter of a few days that they would be wearing their uniforms.
In the meantime, they could go ahead and have a good time.
To celebrate
the occasion, the five new friends decided to meet at the Café Chantant
on the main street that night. After a little chatting on the school grounds,
Sempad hurried home to break the news to Maria. As he opened the door,
he saw her running down excitedly to meet him.
“I’ll
be around here for a while, Maria,” he exclaimed.
“Good
for you, Sempad. I’m very glad to hear that,” and holding each other’s
hands warmly they ascended the stairway into the parlor and sat side by
side on the couch, by the window.
Questions
came one after another and he told her the whole story, even about their
plan to visit to the Café Chantant that night. At the mention of
the name of the Café Chantant, her eyes blinked instantaneously
and they became misty. After a moment of silence, she spoke without looking
at him.
“I could
never imagine you would ever be willing to set your foot in such
a place. I wouldn’t approve of that idea at all, but what can I do?”
“I have
never been in such a place before and I don’t even know what kind of place
it is, but it is too late to cancel my appointment with my new friends.”
They
both remained silent for a while, playing with the baby.
For
one thing, I am glad that you reported to the Draft Board. They might even
keep you here indefinitely, who knows?” she said, adding: “Aren’t you going
to write home and tell them you are already in the army?”
“I will!
They are all going to be so disappointed. Hairig, Dad, will try
to conceal his tears from them. You know what, Maria? He has great respect
for you. I know the little monthly allowance I received from the Patriarchate
did not cover my expenses. I appreciate it greatly.”
“Don’t
speak to me like that, Sempad. You sound very formal today with the words
you are using... appreciate... thanks. I don’t want to hear them
again.”
She
looked at him with moist eyes, but quickly regaining herself, reminded
him of his date.
“It’s
about time for you to meet your friends, Sempad. Don’t get angry at me
for the way I feel now.”
He looked
at the clock on the kitchen wall and said: “Yes, it’s about time to go.”
“Aren’t
you going to wash and powder your face to make yourself presentable for
the Café Chantant people?”
Her insinuation made him laugh.
“You
know I never powder my face. Why in the world would I do that for them,
anyway? I’ll see you later,” he said, with a smile, and went down the hallway.
*****
The
Café Chantant was a small hall with dozens of tables and chairs
filling the space in front of a small platform that served as a stage.
A pianist, violinist, flutist and a trumpet player together with a drummer
made up the whole orchestra. Sempad and his friends occupied a table
close to the stage. They ordered wine, looked around, smiling, searching
for familiar faces and waited for the program to begin.
The
hall was full of civilians as well as youths in uniform and the smell of
liquor and cigarette smoke was hanging over their heads in a haze.
They
clicked the glasses and began to drink. He took his glass to his lips,
barely tasted it and put it on the table, assuming the air of an experienced
drinker. The entire atmosphere was completely alien to him. It was a new
and interesting phase of his life. People were getting impatient for the
program to begin and began thumping the floor with their feet, when suddenly
the orchestra began to play the opening piece of the program.
“Not
so bad,” whispered Karekin Yeretzian.
Then,
they played a march, as if to welcome the youth in uniform to drink and
have a good time.
A young
woman, delicately dressed, appeared from behind the coulisse. She walked
to the front of the stage, bowed gracefully amid thunderous applause. She
waited quietly until the noisy reception stopped and then began to sing
an operatic piece, to the accompaniment of the piano. From the first moment
on she captured the audience and in profound silence she kept singing with
the most intoxicating charm and beauty. When she ended, the entire hall
was drowned in thunderous applause. Everybody stood and raised their
glasses in their hands and screamed, “Bravo! Bravo!”
“Who
is she, anyhow? What’s her name? I’d like to meet her! She is just charming!”
The
air was punctuated by these exclamations amid noise, smoke and the smell
of liquor. The stage remained vacant for a while. Waitresses swarmed the
floor; hurried footsteps here and there around tables; glasses jingled,
cries and laughter filled the air. Suddenly a young violinist appeared
on the stage, stood motionless until everything quieted down and then in
deep silence he began to play a piece by Tchaikovsky. Sempad was profoundly
inspired. He felt as if he were being carried away up into the sky with
the clouds and stars as his companions. How appropriate the melody was
to his melancholy, dreamy philosophical nature!
After
the violinist finished playing, the waitresses began their routine visits
to the tables and critical opinions were heard all around.
“How
did you like it, Karekin?” asked Sempad.
“It
was Heavenly!” he answered.
“Look
at that waitress there!” exclaimed Ardashes. “Are my eyes deceiving me
or is she just wearing a veil?”
“Look
at that man! He pinched her butt, and all she did was smile at him devilishly.”
At this time a dancer came out onto the stage from the side entrance. There
were outbursts of exclamations, as she was naked, with only a veil fluttering
like a bluish haze over her nude body. She began to dance. The cleverest
contortions of her body, her breezy movements and the maddening shaking
of her midsection and breasts drove the spectators wild. They began to
shriek and scream insanely, with some of them even jumping to their feet,
planning to run onto the stage.
“What
a beauty! She’s an angel!”
“Don’t
compare her with an angel!” Shouted someone. “That’s a sacrilege!” Everybody
was clapping and shrieking, “More... more... more...”
Sempad
was simply terrified. All this was new ground for him. He had physiological
convulsions, of course, but his moral character stood firm before him,
and he felt terrified and guilty. Under these inner pressures, he asked
the forgiveness of his friends to leave and walked out with Karekin following
him.
“Except
for the operatic song and the violin solo the rest was just cheap merchandise
of a foul market of passion,” said Sempad.
“I feel
the same way,” said Karekin, and they parted saying “Good night.”
It was
midnight, when from a block away, Sempad saw Maria standing by the window
in the glow of the electric light waiting for him. He opened the door and
locked it. As he climbed the stairway she approached him, smilingly, and
said: “Now, tell me everything. I couldn’t go to bed without hearing what
you fellows did over there until midnight.”
He described
everything to her in detail, the Café Chantant, the orchestra, the
singer, the violinist and the dancer...the last one with more realism.
As he was describing the dancer, she kept looking at him intently for fear
he would conceal something from her.
“I left
the hall much earlier than the rest of them, because I knew you would be
sitting at the window waiting for me.“
At this,
she got up contentedly and said with a smile: “Wouldn’t you like to have
a cup of coffee to offset the effect of your wild indulgence?”
She
went to the kitchen and came back with a cup of coffee. He drank it with
delight, and said: “Thank you, Maria! You know what?”
“What?”
“This
is going to be my last night here for about a month.”
Her
eyes flashed at him in surprise.
“As
of tomorrow I’ll be staying in the military school a few blocks from here.
I don’t want you to worry about me. I may be able to drop in to see you
and the baby, every now and then.”
Maria
listened, alarmed, without uttering a word, and he, deeply upset by the
expression in her eyes, got up from the lounge, said goodnight and hurried
to his room without looking at her. She stood there, petrified, with tears
in her eyes.
The
following morning he reported to the sergeant-in-charge, and together with
the battalion of recruits, marched to the outskirts of the city, on the
heights of Kiaghed-Maneh.
After
the mobilization had been declared, thousands of men from all over the
country had swarmed Constantinople as candidates for the officers training
school with false certificates and diplomas from non-existing schools.
This state of affairs had attracted the attention of the German General
Command which was entrusted with the role of organizing the Turkish army
on a sounder basis. The battalion of recruits was deployed all over the
plateau, with five feet of space between one another. A sheet of paper
was given to every one of them with a topic to write about.
A group
of German and Turkish officers, mounted on horses, watched the sight. Sergeants
went around telling them to write their names and their numbers on the
upper right hand corner of the paper and write a composition about the
topic shown on the heading, in ten minutes.
The
topic on Sempad’s paper was, The duty of a soldier toward his country.
Ten
minutes later, all the papers were collected and turned over to the Board
of Examiners.
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