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Dying Every Minute
(Continued)
At dusk, the battalion camped by
the cemetery just outside Deurt-Yole. The night swiftly spread its
jewel-studded cloak over the land and the sea, and the coyotes, from behind
the bushes, began wailing a ghastly melody.
Tattoo was sounded and everybody
plunged under the bivouacs and disappeared from sight.
“...What are you thinking Arsen?”
asked Vartan, whispering.
“...About millions of things.”
“...Mostly?”
Arsen kept silent.
“...I understand...Hasmik’s memory
is torturing you...”
“...I wonder if she...is...”
“...You never can tell...Fate is
incomprehensible”...said Vartan, philosophically.
In the morning, Arsen jumped from
his sleep terrified. A bushel of oranges was being emptied onto his
face, with Vartan still pouring it, laughing heartily.
“...What’s this?” exclaimed Arsen
with surprise and amazement.
“...Just come out and see for yourself”
answered Vartan ecstatically.
They threw the flap open and scrambled
out of the bivouac.
What an amazing sight!
A large strip of orange trees, loaded
with ripe fruit concealed Deurt-Yole from sight.
The morning mist had vanished. The
sun beamed from the top of the mountains, overlooking the vineyards, the
orchards and the Gulf of Alexandrette. It was cool, fresh and pleasant.
The first company was left in Deurt-Yole, and the rest of the battalion
continued its way and was stationed in Kourt Koulak about twenty miles
away.
The march through the streets of
Deurt-Yole was shocking. An infernal silence hung over the village.
No living soul could be seen around. Every house had its miniature
orchard, in the backyard, enclosed by stone walls. Branches, overloaded
with fruit, hung over the streets, interlaced, spreading a carpet of fruit
all around. A wild cat, now and then, would sneak in and out of the
broken garden gates. Stone walls were torn, here and there, and some house
doors still remained creaking on their rusty hinges.
The air was heavy with the intoxicating
scent of the fruit.
Two church steeples stuck their crosses
high through the trees, watching, tearfully the heard-rending sight of
the massacred town.
The legionnaires stationed at the
Kelegian Orphanage, a three-story stone structure, all ransacked of its
equipment and its pupils.
A few days after the occupation of
the village, some survivors of the holocaust, ragged, emaciated and gruesome-looking
began to be seen, here and there.
They sneaked, fearfully, in and out
of the houses, and at night, they lay their poor heads on the bare floors
of their houses to hear only the whisperings of their dead.
Two weeks later the town presented
an entirely different picture. The news of its occupation circulated quickly,
and here, from the caves and hideouts, survivors began trickling in.
Immediately, a campaign got under
way to clean up the streets, the gardens and the houses of rubbish, rotten
garbage, dead dogs and cats and of unburied decomposing corpses.
Fires were being built out in the
streets and vacant lots, as sanitary measures.
Men, women and children were engaged
in this most important work. House doors and garden gates were being repaired
and dead trees removed and burned.
A group was frantically working to
clean the church, which had been converted to a stable. Manure covered
the floor. Scraps of saddles, feeding bags, harnesses and dirty straw were
scattered all around. They shovelled them into heaps and then carried
them away and dumped them into special ditches to be burned.
Then, the women got busy with their
water jugs. They scrubbed and washed the floor of the church; the altar,
the loft, the walls and the windows. They scrubbed and scrubbed. There
was plenty of water in town. Many streams crossed the streets. A crude
scaffold was prepared to reach the ceiling. They washed and scrubbed the
entire ceiling, too. Not a single spot was left untouched. No filthy
breath of beasts and unbelievers should remain at any spot.
They cleaned the courtyard and its
walls in the same manner. When everything was spotless, and their conscience
clear, they made preparations for the reconsecration of the church.
The third Sunday, the church was
being reconsecrated with a High Mass. The old priest performed the ceremony,
and some of the legionnaires sang in the choir.
The congregation followed the service
in deep silence and devotion, and the spirit of religion warmed them up.
Their lips began murmuring prayers and their eyes shone again with the
spark of life.
The Legion had furnished plenty of
candles for the occasion, and the church was generously illuminated. Living
skeletons stood absorbed in the ceremony. The old priest in his sacred
vestments, which he had carried in a bundle on his back throughout his
entire death march, read, tearfully, passages from the Bible and blessed,
now and then, the congregation with the sign of the cross.
The scent of incense once again pervaded
the House of God, seeping out the doors and windows like the murmurs of
prayers from the hearts of the survivors.
The priest raised the silver chalice,
sang a few lines from the Bible and invited the congregation to partake
of the bread and the wine. He knelt before the altar, and gave communion
to whoever was ready for it.
People came out of the church revitalized
and strong, crowding the courtyard.
Arsen, standing in one corner, looked
wistfully around. His eyes searched in vain for her. He saw many familiar
faces, but none could give him any comforting information. His heart sunk
into a dark pit. He began feeling unbearably lonely and cold, when suddenly
a scream pierced the air...and a feminine figure pushing through the crowd
excitedly right and left, dashed toward Arsen and threw herself into his
arms, crying with joy.
“...Arsen! Arsen! ”...
“...Hasmik, my darling!”...
After the church service, a mass
meeting was to be held. A platform was prepared for the speakers, in the
courtyard.
Vartan opened the meeting and invited
the priest to say a prayer. He prayed and cried; and the audience, like
a petrified crowd, was silent and motionless.
“...Ladies and gentlemen! This is
not an ordinary day for us. This is the day of the resurrection of our
home town. The presence of the Armenian Legionnaires here should make you
feel safe and secure. Nothing should worry you from now on. With work and
patience everything will turn out to be all right.”
Then, the speakers followed one another,
and then Arsen.
“Two years ago we were driven to
the burning sands of Arabia. Torture, hunger, death and exhaustion followed
our steps. We died every minute...we remained alive but died slowly. My
caravan was the same as your caravan. Only the names of the chiefs were
different...Ours was Mustapha, yours Hassan or Ali or Mehmed. But,
they were all the same...of the same blood...of the same infernal elements”...
“The massacre and the torture have
driven you to the brink of insanity, I know. The sight of the bloody hatchets
is still before your eyes. Everyone of you have gruesome stories to tell
the world, I am sure. But, we are not here, today, to divert you
with those stories. We are here to swear to start building what had been
destroyed and writing what had been burned.”
“To survive as a nation, we must
build our churches, our schools, our libraries and our homes.”
In the deep silence, in which the
audience was listening, clatters of boots were heard approaching the gate.
Everyone’s eyes turned toward them.
The captain of the first company
of the Legion came in followed by a Turkish officer with a pistol and a
short bayonet hanging from his leather belt. Three Turkish soldiers,
armed to the teeth, followed them in, as guards.
Arsen’s eyes narrowed to two slits
as he saw the oncoming figures.
The captain invited the officer to
the platform, to face the crowd, and made an announcement which was translated
by Arsen, as follows:
“In order to keep peace and order
in this district, I have appointed Mustapha effendi as the head of the
local gendarmery.”
“Mustapha effendi charges that we
are harboring a criminal here...his wife Hasmik...who must be arrested
and delivered to him, right away.”
Mustapha’s eyes shone triumphantly,
when he looked at Hasmik and then to Arsen who had already recognized him.
Silence enveloped the crowd...infernal
silence...A look of cold and merciless hatred came into Arsen’s eyes, who
said in a deadly voice.
“...Defend yourself, Mustapha!” And
in a flash, he pulled out his pistol and fired two shots at him.
He fell down at the foot of the platform
in a pool of blood.
The crowd cheered wildly and rushed
upon his bodyguards and seized them who had drawn their pistols out and
aimed them at Arsen. In a moment the Turks lay on the stone floor,
crushed and bleeding under the heels of the infuriated survivors of the
massacre.
The captain was powerless before
this uncontrollable outburst.
Mustapha was wounded in both shoulders.
He was sent to the hospital by the Captain, but the doctors couldn’t save
his arms. They both had to be amputated.
Several weeks later, Mustapha came
out of the hospital blind and armless.
In order to make a living, he had
to stand at the street corners and beg. He would crane his neck now and
then, and stare motionless with his sightless eyes at the black space,
as if he could see the ghost dancing on the bank of the river, and laughing
diabolically at his fate.
Unknown forces hammered steadily
on his forehead...A maddening drone sent flashes through his mind’s eye...Angry
fingers kept digging into his brain and he screamed like an epileptic.
Then he would quiet down, for a moment,
and shake his head violently, as if to dispel the satanic poison off his
mind, and would remain silent, motionless and ecstatic.
He continued to live, but he died
every minute. He felt the life pulsating around him with zeal and
joy, but, he was unable to see, unable to embrace and unable to clench
fists in fury. |